No Good Guy
I wanted there to be a good guy,
I needed it to be you,
I believed it was you.
Would else could it be?
There was no one else.
That was the story I told myself
In order to survive.
I had to believe in you,
That you would care for me.
I had to believe that you would save me.
But when it came down to it,
I was all alone.
You pushed me away,
And locked me out of your life.
You chose her instead.
I wanted there to be a good guy,
I needed it to be you.
There was no one else.
I was alone all along.